sad

last thursday ...huh..i'm so happy..cz can go bec hometown le ...
haiz..whn I reach home..I saw my dearest grandma finger...
she tell me bcz of she awz ned 2 do hsework...her fingers hurts a lot...
n I saw a lot of scar..is bcz somtime she accidentally cut her fingers..
haiz..hurt my heart...reali sad...whn I saw my grandma like tat ..
seriously..I REALI SAD

So ,tis few day I help her do hsework as much as I can...
helpin 2 reduce my grandma work...
haiz..grandma wake up at 5am...I wake up at 8am..
she has 2 do a lot of thgs...
bcz..my aunt jz gv birth..
n my aunt 1st daughter jz 1 years old...
my 2nd uncle bring his 2 son bec...
my grandma hv 2 cook 4 them..take care them...
all thgs queue up waitin 4 my grandma...
haiz..reali sad whn I saw my grandma workin non-stop..

2dy I hv 2 came bec to penang...
I reali dun wish 2 came bec...
came bec here...
all de days quarrel v tat guy..
awz ned othr ppl help..
beggin ppl like dog...
shit!I dun like my life here!
I wan my life bec..

Whn reach home..
I jz take a bath...
whn I came out,nt even more thn 15 mins,
tat guy hv 2 go bec home ady..
jz bcz his mum wan go bec ady..
tat's y I dun like her mum follow up..
I noe his time is being tight up v his mum time..
wat de use if come 2 my hse like tis?
Dun make me angry,dun make me sad
pls,I beg u ,tan eng hye
dun make me sad
DUN MAKE ME CRY

joey