I'm reali sad n angry now..
omg,damn it..f**..
I'm sry for scoldin all tis vurgal words..
Bt i reali cnt tahan it..shit

dunno y ,jz nw i went 2 my work place 4 marketing surveyin!
n i kept feelin dizzy..n 1 of my new fren[met at work place]told me tat,
will wait 4 me til i fns my thgs...
bt sadly,i do tis 6.++pm..late man!
my fren wait me 4 abt 2 HOurs..feel so sry ...
BT i appreciate u ,my fren ..we jz met twice n u wait me so long ...
I noe it reali need quite a good patience 2 wait 4 sm1 so long time..
reali THANKS..jz bcz u noe tat i'm unwell..
till nw ,bloggin ..i'm stil feelin dizzy..
yet,whn I hv my bath,I almost fall down..
Bcz i reali dizzy,feel tat wat i see frm my eyes is spinnin..n black..
I hv 2 sit on de toilet bowl n ask 4 my maid help...
gosh!wat kind of health i'm owning?

Last week i ask tat guy..
[where r u going tis christmas eve?]
He say dun noe,maybe go to his fren party..
at tis moment , my respond is,y everytime he wun think of me?
Ok,I told him,I wan follow,n he show me de shit emotion..
wat?u can't even bring me ma?
I'm ur gf ok!Tan eng hye!
N he told me tat he will ask his fren whtr can bring me go o nt?
wtf?bring gf go party oso need permission?
wat kind of party u r doin?such a damn party..
stil need permission when wanna bring gf go..
go 2 hell,bastard!

And tis doesn't end yet...
yesterday nite he told me..[I'm goin fren party,nt goin accompany u ]
wtf!wat kind of bf u r?dump me away when u wan 2 hv fun huh?
did u see me dump u away when i hv any activities?
piss me off!f**
wtf?!If nt bcz my aunt is away to s'pore,i wun put any hope on u ,k!
NT bcz of wat special reason, I jz hope tat after tat incident,
n wat u tell me,I hope tat u will chse me in between of fren n me,[tehjoey]
N nw,results tell me..
u r nt changin ..u stil chse de 1 tat lets u can hv more fun ..
U nvr put me as ur gf at de first place in your heart..
I'm stil in behind of many people..
Nw he is losing temper tellin me tat ..
[I'm nt going anywhere 2mrw nite]
wat de hell r u doin nw?losing temper v me?
don't u feel tat we r a childish couple?
whn i'm angry v u ,u lose temper v me...
U nvr talk nicely o persuade me..
N reversly,at last I de 1 who persuade u ..
Whn u angry v me,I try to persuade u ..
Bt u jz take it 4 granted..
gth!u try on othr girls,see hw they treat u whn u made them angry n whn u angry v them?
whn r u going 2 appreciate me?
whn?whn?whn?after i reali made decision?
after i reali gone bec to muar?after i break v u ?


N nw..I'm goin 2 do wat i had tell u
I'm going 2 do it in 1 day time..
N i promise ..i wil let u regret!
I dun wan become ur toys anymore..
I hv anthr guy waiting 4 me..
yet,i stil chse u ,i still put u in de 1st..
tis is bcz u r my bf,i think i should let u happy..
Bt u nvr knew n appreciate wat I had do..
So,I should STOP nw..
STOP all tis foolish action..damn it!