Silent night

Currently blogging at my boyfriend house.I just don't why I cant fall into sleep tonight.But my bf was just too tired .He fall asleep when he just lay down within 5 mins.

I just can figure why this time trip to my bf house doesnt make me happy as before as I do.This time journey makes me sad and alot of unanswered question ,alot of question marks on my mind.
I came here on Tuesday after I finish class.As my bf said,he had to busy for his assg n thats y he cant accompany me on that night.N I really can tolerate with it as I know assg is important n helps alot for his final.Not only this,I accompany him doing his presentation slide . Sitiing beside him made me feel that he is really so tired with all this hecking assg.I feel so bad for him.I feel so sad when I saw him cant sleep even is really tired.The next day,my bf went for his classes as usual.He went for his presentation.Then,we both had a rushing lunch together.Then,he went for his classes again till 6pm ++ . At night we went for steamboat.
After the dinner ,we went home.My bf told me that he still have unfinished assg.I knew he had to rush his assg again eventhough actually wednesday night he should be free for me . So i just wait him by playing my smartphone game.I wait till midnight n he still din finish yet.Actually,Im not losing temper that he do assg till doesnt had free time for me. Im just worried about him.But my bf actually felt that Im angry bcz of he's so busy for his work. Perhaps,it should be like that but honestly, I'm not. (;
Im angry not bcz of u reply ur fren sms,Im angry bcz I feel u doesnt respect me.As I said,at the right moment,right places,right person.
Think carefully about this.I've been waiting hours for you and I just get one sentence that I know is truth heart from you . You just told me that If everytime when we meet at KL,why just I dont came to find u next time?Just bcz I awz lose temper.I also don't know la.You doesnt understand me.That's what I can said.Well,I din get any time to explain as we doesnt had time to talk about it .We really dont have time to had some talk about ourselves,about our relationship.Im really not happy with all what had happen .But,let it be.
Later Im going back to my home.(Home sweet home,perhaps) Im going to buy something 4 my cute lil cousin.haha (: miss her alot.

Anyway,good luck to all of us .