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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

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Hate!

Dont you think one letter can made all thgs doesnt happen!

You,dont think too much!

I awz hate liars!

very warm day..

昨晚因为太迟睡,也因为习惯早点醒,所以9点就醒了。在床上也只是take a nap.到了11点多,我看到了bb给我的简讯。谢谢bb。你一封简单的简讯让我觉得很开心。我就是那么傻。一封简讯可以让我那么开心。哈哈。就笑我傻吧,我不介意。

过后呢,我去nationwide拿我的ic.我的ic放在bb那里忘记拿回来啦。。我当了三天半的没有ic的大马人。哈哈。bb 一直叫我不要乱跑因为怕警察抓他宝贝。哈哈。我也没想到bb竟然会写那么一封让我傻傻的笑的信。信的内容,让我之前对你的气都消了。谢谢bb 了解为什么我生气。我真的觉得我没白疼你。哈哈。。

谢谢你bb~
我看了那封内容简单的信过后我有一种形容不出的感觉。。















~珍惜对方~
~支持对方~

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Thanks darling

我说啊,凌晨2.29am,为什么还不乖乖去睡觉呢?
男友都睡了我还不睡。。
我写完就睡了
因为今天的心情要写下来
让我的男人看
让他知道我今天过的好不好

今天我的好朋友和他男友吵架
我想对我好朋友说
我看见你那样,我很心痛。
我想告诉你,
爱你自己多点,好不好?

我的帅哥男友,现在睡到像猪。
可是我不知道他是否骗我。
我不知道他是否没睡,在做其他的事情。
我希望他没骗我。
因为我很信任他。
不要把我对你的信任给打坏。
你知道我不轻易信任男生的。
珍惜我对你的信任
就像我珍惜你对我的爱。
让我们彼此都珍惜对方。
这样幸福就离我们不远了。
 
我喜欢听男友的笑声
因为你开心,我会觉得更开心。

帅哥男友:你努力读书,赚多钱养我。那我就会爱死你了!
我知道你千叮万叮,要我好好的读书。
我有听进去。
我会好好读书。
你也是。
好好照顾你的身体。
不要生病[虽然我现在生病]

帅哥,我爱你。
晚安咯。


Monday, July 26, 2010

Let us work together to complete each step of the future now..

Today is Monday.I was absent from my whole day class [bb,my eng standard actually same v u also,hehe]
My emotion was not really good today.I really don't know what had happened to me.I knew that today pca lec had quiz that can help me on final eventhough just 10%.But still I din attend the classes.I sleep till 2pm++.Till baby give me a call that he told me he was buying his lunch and planned to take MC for his next class as he felt very tired.
I knew that I cant continue sleeping anymore as I had wasted a lot of time .I wake up and had a fresh bath.Its really wake me up.Open my laptop and I was so curious why the first website I log in is the Facebook?owwhh...ahaa....After a while,my friend chat v me in msn for hours and I knew my bb is too tired n I asked him to had a nap.I was SO SO SO SO obedient that I din disturb or requested him to accompany me.Time pass very fast.I was shocked when I realized that it was 7pm ++ when I decided to take my lunch.Instead of lunch,I make it to dinner.I should really have to diet starting today onwards.Ring my bf awhile n found out he was still sleeping. Let him cont' rest bah!
Hours after that,I saw my boy online jor.But we had a small quarrel after that.It really spoil my mood after I'm trying hard to maintain my mood whole day in good condition.
There's something in my heart as I din talk to my boy face to face.I wished that he could know what I'm thinking actually.
To :My Habibi~
   I found that since I'm with you these days,I grew up matured.I found out that that's not fact stating that after being couple,there's no need to stick together 24/7. You're so busy with your assg n work. At first,I really cant tolerate with it.I feel that u treat me so cold.But,with what u had told me when you went back muar,I do remember all the things u told me and I followed what u wished me to be.Since I know that you're busy for you things,I shouldnt disturb u or make some other unimportant things to made u feel bother again. I'm on your point of thinking that,since Im so busy v my assg ,so tired till I wished to give up,n u're really need my support,why dont I do that?Thats y ,sometime I'm angry with u ,but after all,I still support you ,coz I know u need me n my support all the time.
I realized that u start to send my temper since you start your study.I'm really sad with what had happened .Eventhough you had apologize with me n u urself know this,but u still let all this happen for second time.
I saw alot of my fren going to oversea nowadays.I knew one day you would be one of them too.What makes me worried is ,I dont want our relationship at the moment u decided to cont' ur studies at overseas or after u came back to M'sia.As u said,heart will change after one of them going to overseas. Im so so so damn worried about this.
I dont want our relationship END.
I want our relationship last for long long long time.



From facebook:
女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语。哄她几句。她也许会给你一个
微 笑。但是实实在在的呵护。
她会对你一辈子的感恩。并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。 ­



haha ,am really girl so great????

信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。 


女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。你可以什
么 都没有。
只要你疼她。她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。 ­

bb,i sayang you de ooh...will u married me???u become wife,i become husband?haha

女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样
。 这么廉价的买卖。
用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。 ­
 
说真的,在我脑里,出现的永远是你对我的好。我很珍惜。也很感激遇见你。
 
其实女人不是不懂事。只是。她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。
其 实。情侣之间。是可以互相的。
 
你的一句很简单话 :我可以让你,你也可以让我的啊。。
直到今天我还牢牢的记住,深深的记在我心里。因为以前总是我让他,而没有他让我。总是我为他牺牲,总是我为他哭,总是我为他做出一些惊喜。感觉上我和他的那段感情只是我一厢情愿。可是和你相处后,以前我为对方做的事,你为我做了让我看见让我体会到..真的很感谢你!

最后,照顾好你的身体。我不希望你生病。
我也会照顾好我自己因为我不想让你担心我。
让我们一起完成人生未来每一步一脚印吧!




For my loved one.Ping Shin

我不是碰不到更好的,而是因为已经有了你,我不想再碰到
更 好的

我不是不会对别人动心,而是因为已经有了你,我就觉得没必要 再对其他人动心

我不是不会爱上别的人,而是我更加懂得珍惜你,能在一起不容 易,已经选定的人就不要随便放手

世界上的好人数不清,但遇到你就已经足够

即使你不是最好的,甚至不是最适合我的,但却是我最珍惜

缺点可以改正,性格可以磨合,但机会失去了就再也没有了

有人说:爱,是一种责任

现在我才明白,原来责任,就是一辈子


现在想想为什么那么多在激情之后变平淡了的感情能一步步坚持 到了最后

除了已经习惯,爱到深处之外

应该还有两个人的互相搀扶,不离不弃! 
 
Loh Ping Shin..wahahaha~~mr dino,I know u love ur bb deeply~haha

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Silent night

Currently blogging at my boyfriend house.I just don't why I cant fall into sleep tonight.But my bf was just too tired .He fall asleep when he just lay down within 5 mins.

I just can figure why this time trip to my bf house doesnt make me happy as before as I do.This time journey makes me sad and alot of unanswered question ,alot of question marks on my mind.
I came here on Tuesday after I finish class.As my bf said,he had to busy for his assg n thats y he cant accompany me on that night.N I really can tolerate with it as I know assg is important n helps alot for his final.Not only this,I accompany him doing his presentation slide . Sitiing beside him made me feel that he is really so tired with all this hecking assg.I feel so bad for him.I feel so sad when I saw him cant sleep even is really tired.The next day,my bf went for his classes as usual.He went for his presentation.Then,we both had a rushing lunch together.Then,he went for his classes again till 6pm ++ . At night we went for steamboat.
After the dinner ,we went home.My bf told me that he still have unfinished assg.I knew he had to rush his assg again eventhough actually wednesday night he should be free for me . So i just wait him by playing my smartphone game.I wait till midnight n he still din finish yet.Actually,Im not losing temper that he do assg till doesnt had free time for me. Im just worried about him.But my bf actually felt that Im angry bcz of he's so busy for his work. Perhaps,it should be like that but honestly, I'm not. (;
Im angry not bcz of u reply ur fren sms,Im angry bcz I feel u doesnt respect me.As I said,at the right moment,right places,right person.
Think carefully about this.I've been waiting hours for you and I just get one sentence that I know is truth heart from you . You just told me that If everytime when we meet at KL,why just I dont came to find u next time?Just bcz I awz lose temper.I also don't know la.You doesnt understand me.That's what I can said.Well,I din get any time to explain as we doesnt had time to talk about it .We really dont have time to had some talk about ourselves,about our relationship.Im really not happy with all what had happen .But,let it be.
Later Im going back to my home.(Home sweet home,perhaps) Im going to buy something 4 my cute lil cousin.haha (: miss her alot.

Anyway,good luck to all of us .

Monday, July 19, 2010

为什么我睡不着 ?

这个时间大家都在睡的热乎乎。。我却睡不着。。我蛮脑都是烦恼。。从四点我就躺在床上逼自己睡。。可是发现原来现在都快天亮了,我都还睡不着。。我是真的头很痛。。可是同时我也很不开心。。我根本一点睡意都没有。为什么会这样呢?

我那杯奶茶,泡好了吗?

该怎样开始好?
每次你忙assg,你说烦assg,每次我打给你一定是吵架。你已经为了你的功课发了我很多次的脾气。
你懂得烦,我就不烦啊?你有assg,我没有啊?
很多次了。已经很多次了。为了assg而发我脾气。而且道歉也没有!
我真的是伤心+生气啊!其实这次要上去找你,我本来心里就只有开心。因为以前每次要去找你,我的心都是充满开心的感觉。可是这次不一样。我竟然会觉得是不是不上去好呢?是不是见了面也没用呢?觉得竟然那么麻烦,那不如不见面好呢?我还觉得,为什么那么伤心呢?我记得以前我忙我的功课,我爱晚上出去玩,所以我不喜欢你烦我。现在发生同样的事只不过我们的角色对换。爱一个人有那么难吗?

我自己都快烦死了你还这样。现在我还真的蛮想念以前的日子。我真的不懂以前为什么我可以那么不在乎别人的感受。

我又看回你的部落格了。我现在又开始想念你。
不管怎样,祝你开心。虽然我们真的有很多开心的回忆,不过那也只不过是回忆。就像你时常说的,你很喜欢在我家的那种感觉。你说,真的很有家的感觉。你在我家时,大家都把你当成家的一分子。现在我去找sebestian,他都会问我,永海哥哥呢?你和他分手了吗?为什么要分手呢?哈哈,小孩子真的很可爱,很单纯。

其实我也不知道为什么当我觉得很无助的时候,我会在半夜全家人都睡时,翻开你送给我的照片。还有你写的那封信。每一张照片都会让我想起很多东西。也是啦。。以前还真的很多事发生。我曾为你很伤心很伤心过,你也一样。现在我遇见了很多不同性格的人,我真的觉得,单纯真的很好。你的家人其实是不错的。你爸爸,你妈咪,你姐姐,还有你外婆。现在想了我都会掉眼泪。你外婆真的很疼我。我也不知道为什么你都说了你外婆是凶过你妈咪,不过我还是和你外婆很要好。我和她真的很谈得来。我也不知道为什么我看见她脚痛,我会很难过,会自动的帮她按摩。还有很多很多的事。真的,人在最无助的时候,真的会想起以前我们就不想勾起的回忆。我真的想有天去探望你家人。
我现在的男朋友,我真的很不明白,为什么和我在一起的时候得欺骗他自己的家人,说是和朋友一起?难道就连你大哥的想法也是不开放吗?
我就是你的朋友。说的很好。
所以你可以对我发脾气。
我还有一个开心果在麻坡。我们当了几年的好朋友。我们球友。虽然他不是什么大帅哥,不是什么有钱的公子,不过他就是个疯子。哈哈。
每次我遇见不开心的事又不知可以找谁诉苦时,你总会出现。虽然你说的话都是难听的话不过都是事实。也因为这样,你成为了我的妹妹(他是男的而且大过我呢)
每次见面我们都有说不完的八卦。你也说了,不知为什么我们两个都有说不完的话题。和别人出去,一下就没话题了。我也是这样。我不曾才你面前流眼泪,因为你告诉我,没什么事是能打倒我的。跌倒了再站起来。虽然你会觉得我很没用才会跌倒而且还会很不留面子的大声的哈哈笑我,不过我知道,你是我唯一真心的开心果。
张伟杰,我很烦啊!!!!可是我不可以哭,因为你会笑我!!怎么办????快买奶茶给我带我去海边聊天!!快点!!星期六快点到啊!!!! 我不可以哭,我从去年开始,遇见一点小事就哭。我不可以这样。我要当妈咪所谓坚强的孩子。

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

我 快爆血管了!

我认为你很忙,真的很忙。忙到连给我一封信息也没时间。我忍。我也不想你assg做不好了还得跟我吵架如果我不体谅你的功课。我忍!我忍!我忍!我告诉自己,要体谅你!!

可是刚才我真的被ptptn的东西气得不知该怎么好。第一封信息,你没回,没关系。我以为你忙功课。第二封你有回。我打电话给你。结果呢,你是得空到可以去看戏了!!我,又再被骗了!!

我真的觉得我自己很蠢啊!!我为什么要那么相信你啊????而你,骗我!很忙哦,assg要交还没做哦?生病哦?喉咙痛哦?熬夜哦?你爱说什么就说什么?
大话精!!!

或许,我也不必对你那么坦白!!

什么我爱你?什么我想你?BULLSHIT!!狗屁就有!!
你这个大男生,我呸!!!!!!

ps:你最好是越忙越好,忙到生病,忙到死,那我就会很开心,我就会开party庆祝了!!
我恨死你了!!!!

Monday, July 12, 2010

很'幸运' 啊!!

真的是他妈的'幸运'!刚病好,回到马六甲不到半天,我就跌倒,弄到我自己痛死了。连现在想拿笔做功课都不行!!我的手痛死了!
长大了又怎样? 有男朋友又怎样?
痛了还不是一样,自己承担!

有男朋友和没男朋友有什么差别?还不是在在单身和in relationship的分别罢了!
我还是觉像以前那样flirt最好!玩完了就甩!


我一点都不开心。不要以为你爱我就可以了!

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

哇哇哇

今天我又有了以前那种感觉
想以前那些疯狂的日子 
那种想喝酒
想疯狂跳舞
想疯狂的认识朋友

我说
I wish to delete you from my memory if I can

我是说真的
你让我很不开心

我不喜欢我自己不开心

如果这就是爱情
那我的爱情是什么?

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

我很累!!!

SERIOUSLYYYYYYYYYYYYYY,我很累。本小姐很累。我才发现我的lecture要我在week7交assg.现在week几了?现在才来分题目做assg?你以为我们只读你这一科啊???
最近真的是超级烦,超级不开心的。可是在学校的我,我都不想再次的像上次那样,被朋友出卖了我还傻傻的把她当成我最要好的朋友,我最信任的朋友!所以现在的我在campus都是一个人。除了在班上和几位朋友说些废话,找我'妹妹'吃烦,聊些白痴与废的话题,我谁都不想再靠近,我不要在信任任何一位朋友!现在的我都是迟睡早起。真的很早起。不是天还没亮,就是太阳还没出来见我,我就醒了。

我的感情。顺利吗?有问题吗?我也不知道。他忙他的。我做我的。他忙得有时都把我这个无谓的人给忘了。当我投诉他忙的时候,他也给了我上百次一样的答案。'advanced de assg is like that de ,i busy for assg ma'这就是他说的。weekday忙完了assg,weekend 他就忙工作。可以说,他的时间是没有安排我在里面。I'M NOT IN HIS SCHEDULE.我的确是很想念他。可是有时,想念成了我对他的。。唉,我也不知道要怎样去形容这种心情。算了吧。就随你吧。你喜欢忙到几时就几时。我什么都不敢再去想。什么都不要。我放弃了。

我把一切的不开心都收在心里。告诉男朋友有什么用?他都没时间,顶多也不是说,'dun so unhappy la...tell me la..share v me la..'有时我真的是气到很想哭!如果没见不开心的事都说的出来,那就没有‘收在心里’这句话了!
前几天我也不懂我在发什么疯,晚上睡前,我明明很累,可是躺在床上我却哭的不像样!哭的不能停!我都不懂我是怎么了!
别人不开心你就很热心的去关心,我不开心却没你的热心。真的是,伤心透了!

前几天我对你说:u fast fast go uk!。真的,我是说真的。你在kl对我来说和在uk应该也没分别吧我想。
真的是,我和放弃成了好朋友!当你觉得我开心,你看见我笑时,那只不过是表面上我做的功夫罢了。你根本。。越来越不懂我。我,一开始也根本不懂你在想什么。只不过是我发现的迟。很困难。谈恋爱真的很困难。比我考final更加倍的难。感情藏了一大堆难题。我根本一点都不想去知道这些难题。如果可以像以前我和永海那样,还没进tarc读书那样,可以拥有那样的感情,那就好了。不需要眼泪。



‘A男对A女说:我爱你。
    A男对B女说:我想你。’

  ‘A女对A男说:我想你。
      A女对B男说:我好爱你。’

现在是什么状况?世界反了吗?爱情那么复杂吗?都没有像以前的时代那样一对一吗?
唉,就像cyber的朋友说在LES的世界更加乱。

在感情世界,简简单单就好了。


你觉得我说错了吗?

Friday, July 2, 2010

Silent weekend

This weekend I'm gonna be a super obedient girl.Staying at home doing my tutorial,my assg,my eng article research,take care of my little cousin.Haiz..I really cant understand why there is more n more people around me fall sick?When is my turn pulak leh???haha.I wish to get sick la!!*Im indifferent. Because when I sick, I sleep whole day n doesnt take anything. My mind is full od DIET!!!haha ...whenever my aunt or grandma ask me for lunch n dinner ,first word came out from my mouth is ,DIET NOW LA.
Haha,my grandma gets mad on me.She said I kept on talking about diet but I never get serious on it.But ,Now I'm really serious!Im fed up with my body figure !I cant even wear nice clothes when I went out.gosssshhh!!

Im blogging here while searching my eng article.I cant get it since I had search since I reach aunt house!issh!I need baby help but he's so busy.Thats y , I had to learn to be independent.Just like baby said to me.I had to learn to control my temper n be patient!
Next week..baby say maybe he's going back to muar..haiz..but even though we meet at hometwn but I feel time for us is so short.But just like what u told me,Better than don't have.):I wish to have longer time with u mr hubby!!
I like we hold our hand tightly together n walk around.That is enough to make me feel warm n safety.With you beside,I no need to scare anythings! 

 Ping shinLoh Reeve Your love is my drug . So how?!! (: