until you~

Sleeping like hell tis few days..
SO,jz nw grandma phone and ask wth i'm doing tis few day..
No college life,no works..
I get up and decide to clean up my room..
my room is such messy..
when i jz finish sweeping de floor,jz abt when i enter my room..
my pc display a song ..=until you=
y m i so sad when i listen to tis song?
i feel so down,feel so regreting,n othrs bad feelings..
y?when i open my blog and started to blogging..
I knew y i am sad..
answ=bcz of him..
once i gc him a song ..tat is until u ..
i tell him..'ur condition is reali like tis song lyrics'...and he said 'yeah,until u'
times was so sweet when he tell me these..
BCz of he is not reali gud in english,so i had to explain to him wat the lyrics means...
[baby,u made it better..it feels like nobody knew me till u knew me..]
wat he reply to me is,'baby,u reali made my life better'
do i really tat good?nope!I'm nt tat gud..
i hurt u ..
even i'm sad when i listen to this song but..
I still like listening to tis sad song~
until u~it feels like nobody love me till u love me~nobody~nobody~

joey be happy...dun be sad