joey came back!!!!

well well well.....after being hurt a few days,finally I wake up~
come on...fuck off asshole if u think u can hurt me ...
You think I'll be damn missing you whn u avoid frm accepting my call and not replying my msg?
wahahahaha~~~u're WRONG!! u're not de guy I LOVE but I  jz like u....haha...till now in my heart,once i love one guy deeply in my heart..but now in my heart,my LOVE in not for anyone yet~~cz Im still finding the suitable guy to deserve my love...hoho....
Now,I tell u :I'm sorry if u're fucking angry saw my pm in msn scolding u v vulgar words...but u have to believe it..once u hurt me,I will nvr forgive u unless I LOVE U LIKE A DOG!!
wahaha...btwn,yesterday im still sad over the matter i scold u in msn made u dun wan answer my call n dun wan talk 2 me..but whn my fren tell me 1 thgs whn he yumcha v me tis afternoon,my heart for u stop beep tat moment.reader,NO doubt,trust me!!As what my fren told me,that is not the main point,the main point is,I will told myself,joey chew ling shuang,u better stop missing this guy starts now onwards!!!He don't deserve it..and one sentence for him:OVER MY DEAD BODY IF U WAN ME FUCKING APPRECIATE U,ASSHOLE!! 
ps:allowed me to see ur photo one more time before i deleted u frm my memory~ well,I have a kind n soft heart..i wun hate u awz~~muahahah..JOooeeeEEeYYYyyy is a good girl...[@@]

yesterday I went piercing at my tongue~~woohooo...no pain no gain~~~

hmmm...this is pic is taken rushly cz my fren wanna see it..not nice..but Im not tat kind of gals tat upload nice pic of herself...im ugly~~

see my fucking eye bag...wwoooiissshhh...my panda eyes.....n my face..lookz like zombie...call me zombie joey^^

taken using fong's hp as my hp is broken..sad sad~who wanna buy me hp??rewards for the ppl buy me new hp tat I REQUESTED*[stated clearly here]i will dance like crazy zombie v her/him~~muakxzc...

jz seen some photo i taken past month...woohoo...

I am trying my cam quality..new laptop mar..~

My cutie babe...I love her so much...she will stick v me whn I went bec home..she love me deeplyyy~~~vivian sia~~

 see?see?see?charmaine's cute face~wohoo..taken in  kfc...

 

Taken when we are not ready~~yookzz...how 2 describe my looksss????chubby o fat?I guess fat...hoho...

I had 2 sleep now..
wish me gudnite n sweet dream~~
darling darling rest more more more more yea...drink less alcohol ya..cough go away frm all of us~
                                                                  cheer :)love u!!


joey03

questionin@@

Seriously,can somebody tell me what had happened?
I don't want to end up like this...[questioning ??????@@@@@@@]
 Now,I know what should I do...
Ask him out n ask him all the ques that I wanted to have the answer...
I don't wan my thgs end up half way...
Im sad

Seriously sad
I hope u will scold me bcz of tat day im In arena.
But u dint.
Im waiting u to scold me.
But u dint.

I miss him badly.

joey03

emo

fucking emo now

duno how to describe my emotion,my feeling right now

what i noe is..

i keep scolding fucking emo fucking emo...

shit!

I hate this feeling..

This feeling came bec since yesterday

after this feeling had loss following me for the past half year

comeon

I need some music n drink now!!

ps:since when i change into 'bad girls?'

cham lol......

cham lol...

This time really like him liao...

thought the feeling would be the same as past..

but realize its different..

just like how i care him Vs him...

cham lol...

anyway,im ling shuang~~

dun worry 2much..

hehe^^

I miss tat great smoker..

I miss you~~~

Not gonna write a lot in this post..

just wanna express my feeling right now..

what I wan to say is...

I 

Miss

you

~

ps:drive carefully later my dear~

Rainy Monday^^

Here I am again~yesterday I sleep early[eventhough its counted late to other people]~yeah..finally I made it...But I still cant manage to wake up at 9am to attend my 10am class....gosh~
Thx to fang as she help me sign de attendace~thx honey~I love u^^..ps:leon n salem,ur wont hit my head right?

K ..now start my nonsense story~today my voice came bec to me 80%~I can talk...but fang ask me to....SHUT UP..she say,I havent fully recover...sobsob..I wanted to talk..I have lots of unusefull thgs to tell u fang~~

wake up at 11am...online....facebook-ing....msn-ing....but I miss 'him'.^-*
I wanted to talk to him but I not dare to phone him cz he is working now~bla bla bla..
I am crazy ya frens??
Dun ask me who he is,u'll noe whn de time reach~I wun answer..I mean it..
I feel so sleepy whn I'm on fb comment-ing v calvin~
Gone to sleep again till 2.30pm...I have class on 4pm frens!
well,I can have a lot sleep as I am..sleeping god best fren~he awz date me..hoho...[lame phrases]

I miss him,wat i say,i really mean it~This time is real..y huh?
went to class n rcv his msg on de way to clc..
His short n simple msg made me smile sweetly~blerk^^u're great huh??

After de class end,fang accompany me to clinic..I promise mum went to consult doc as Im seriously sick yesterday~I cant talk at all..suffering...I duno wat de doc say abt my illness as I jz keep nodding my head cz I am really sleepy that time...

Salem vS leon to get fang? haha...so who's gonna fight to get me?no one i doubt~haha...but I dun feel sad man!I am happy girl~
I doesnt stand on any side to help them in order success to woo fang...for me,I jz hope that fang will choose a right guy that really love,cherish n SAYANG her~yeah....
As fang said:no ladies dislike being dotes by a guy right?
yes u're right my dear~hope u're happy with wat u get right now~
As what I awz say:cheer!!!:]

Pic we taken in memo hse when we r preparing for our video shooting...I'll be de prostitute customer n fang will be one of de pros....hehe^^

Rain whole day..duno wats is happening now..its is vy cold~
2mrw im gonna have computer application quiz...30 mins?mr khairul,r u mad?30 mins for quiz?
I guess u're not cz u can talk bullshit for one n half hour during lec~we get used to it...

I'm gonna study now if not my dear will start 'complaining'..
so wish me gud luck^^

ps:asskkk...coughing nonstop now,wat happen to u ,throat??
I am damn sick..seriously ned a gud rest 2nite..

alamak...saya tak boleh cakap...

ooppssss..............went to pure bar on friday night~~guess guy,Im playing like crazy..sleep at jimui hse...yeah..
he let me sleep his place n hanxian had to sleep at living room..thx hanxian!!!!haha...Thx again to jimui~~love u all..muacks muacks^^

saturday,received a call frm aunt...she said:girl,u no ned came to shop so early,abt 1 o 2pm onli go to the shop ya ...
I am so happy to receive aunt call as Im reali super duper tired....sleep till 1.15pm den i rush to prepare all the thgs b4 I went to work v my beloved muimui...*he is cute~~Damn busy at night as all customer like my boss promotion...BUY 1 FREE 1.....shoe promotion....shop name:XES~~~
Sara came to fetch us bec and Im so...potong stim...I saw someone tat I would not like to meet him again...ishhh.....reli...my mood fall down from 30th floor to 1st floor....Bcz of them,I had MCD

here we go again

                      Nah~here we go again.....PURE again...haha....
        we went pure last wednesday [since im too busy for my illness i dont manage to upload my picha]
        rou is going bec jb last friday...wo I said:lets go pure again..CRAZY 2nite! n everyone AGREE!!
        haha..its reli fun@@

I can admit that..I start to fall in love v CLUB..y?y?gone bad??I duno..I just know that I like the music...dance n play v my fren!yeah!

他。他。他

我很想念他。。。

我很想再和他一起。。

我真的很想念他。。
可是他说他讨厌我了。。
说我变的不像一位学生。。
我最近真的变了吗。。。

无法否认。。。。
我的心里永远都会把他看的比别人重要。。。
我的心里永远。。他是我爱的人。。
直到现在我是喜欢很多人了。。
可是却没有想和他们永远在一起的念头。。。
我只想和他一个人。。永远的在一起。。
可是。。。。
不可能了。。。
是我想太多。。。


*是我想太多 你总这样说
 但你却没有  真的心疼我

我想说。。只要你喜欢我怎么做我都会很愿意的去做。。
因为我只想要你开心。。。。

以前的我。。

 

 

现在的我。。

 

Let's partyyy...

Well..28/10...we went to pure...v..a gang of funny dude...kiat's group n mine~n this is our photo~[girls onli..boy are not allowed in this photo..hoho...]

ps:my face looks lame =="

DENG!DENG!DENG!

hahaha...3 of us again..we r ji mui^^

joey~janice~sara~hoho..

ps:janice..u win le lo....manchester united^^hehe..

sara n I wear normal shirt nia...we lose jor tat night~

hmm..nvr wear this 2 club again...its too loose..not nice n nt easy 2 dance@@

 

see..my 2nd sister..kiat zai^^

                                                                    jo~~~~~~~~~ey
31/10  we went to arena to celebrate xuan bday~wait for this party n hope can hv a lot of fun...

haiz...mana zai~~a lot of sad case happen...xuan..sry~n happy birthday~muackzzz^^[frens kiss ok??]

we go hang tuah~they are preparing to 'work' n i snap photo non stop using 2nd sis"s hp~kiat zai^^i looks weird~

 

ps:tis guy awz pop out in girls photo...

   
me n kiat again^^

he is funny lol...

 

haha..

Dom in de middle..

He looks like OKT~

ask me if u wan noe wat does OKT means~~

kekex

I sot jor le...Me,louise n maine..

 

i like sara this looks

  

haha...idiot?

  

me n Hock..my smallest sister

   kiat n me...sista..

 

Leon..my eldest sister..

 

we r de flower..hahaha..i looks weird..de camera..r u okay?snap me better nxt time ya^^

hoho...nice job ma..we have fun^^